“The Disconsolate Angel” by Esmond Ng © copyright 06/10/05

Wrote this in response to my friend's poem. Cheer up girl! You say everyone goes through a storm before seeing rainbows. I personally believe that each storm makes the next rainbow even more magical.


Found here:

:: CreStFalLeN ::
Tears fall,
But my smile remains.
They dont know,
I slowly go insane.
My soul died,
The day you walked away.
In case its the end,
I lay me down to pray.
What did I do,
For you to do me so wrong?
I tell me not to care,
All you did was make me strong.
But I miss you,
This I just can't deny.
I wish to hug you,
But I won't let you see me cry...

For Yvonne,

“The Disconsolate Angel” by Esmond Ng © copyright 06/10/05
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Seemingly beyond consolation you lay,
In your tears hidden by the feigning smile you display.
But bystanders they truly see in Thy angelic grace,
That your rainbow will come soon; hold on to your faith.

Thou art remain strong I pray,
The disconsolate Angel in all so beauty’s allure.
If so really Thou’s soul did die when he went away,
How so the world stays in awe when my eyes set on your face?

For not all will appreciate an Angel image,
Just like an unbeliever to a miracle’s envisage.
Wrong he did to you; you so unfairly perceived,
However wrong then you, because he be the one on losing’s receive.

Sometimes Love not work our way,
It’s been so since man can relate.
Not at all smooth our experiences vouch this journey,
But after each means we are closer to our fairy dreamings.

With every heart-felt pain we take away,
Lessons learned, all of which valuable to assist.
After storms, we then know better what future brings,
And what to avoid when rainbow’s gold at end we see.